#yeah man im the most depressed ive ever been and i was 17 once. i hate it here.

[littlekingbergara]

my boss was like "yeah she thought she was doing us a favor by telling us she's moving six weeks in advance but we haven't found anyone to replace her 🫤" WELL i told you six weeks ago but you didnt post anywhere that you were hiring until last fucking week so do not try to put that on me.

[wherethewindtakesher]

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the biggest thank you to @caws5749 for sending me all 134 questions 🥰

1: Name Lorena

2: Age 20

3: 3 Fears drowning, the ocean, and fishes.

4: 3 things I love my dog, my friends, and mangoes.

5: 4 turns on humor, charisma, telling me how much you want m-, and moaning.

6: 4 turns off being full of themselves, disrespectfulness, afraid to be themselves, and not showing a care about the well being of others.

7: My best friend k, f, and @brownmantwo.

8: Sexual orientation bisexual.

9: My best first date i’ve never been on a date!

10: How tall am I 5′2

11: What do I miss being fucking skinny-

12: What time were I born 10:45 pm!

13: Favorite color red.

14: Do I have a crush uh...

15: Favorite quote “I got STDS they make my coochie itch” SKSKSKDKSDKAD.

16: Favorite place my house.

17: Favorite food rice.

18: Do I use sarcasm 99.9% of my vocabulary is sarcasm.

19: What am I listening to right now “everything I wanted” by billie eilish because ya girl is depressed.

20: First thing I notice in new person how they hold themselves.

21: Shoe size 8 or 8.5 sometimes a 9.

22: Eye color dark brown.

23: Hair color black.

24: Favorite style of clothing baggy clothes or dark bold colors.

25: Ever done a prank call? yea. I use to call those numbers where it takes you to a different number to prank.

27: Meaning behind my URL its not necessarily an interesting story I just came up with it in my head one day.

28: Favorite movie too many to count.

29: Favorite song literally too many.

30: Favorite band three days grace.

31: How I feel right now fucking sad.

32: Someone I love my friends.

33: My current relationship status single.

34: My relationship with my parents its good! but there is a lot I tend to not discuss with them.

35: Favorite holiday halloween!

36: Tattoos and piercing I have I have two tattoos, both on my left arm. my finger tattoo is of a rose and my bicep is a ghost wearing a witch hat! piercing: septum, conch (but it closed) and my two lobes.

37: Tattoos and piercing I want a bunch more of tattoos and I want to get a few more ear piercings.

38: The reason I joined Tumblr to be cool like my older niece.

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? no we do not. lots of love and respect left in between us.

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? not really.

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? NO BECAUSE @domromanoff and I ARE BASICALLY SISTERS AND THATS INCEST.

42: When did I last hold hands? years ago.

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 10 minutes to get up from bed and 5 to actually get ready.

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? yes I have because I like smooth legs.

45: Where am I right now? my kitchen.

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? no ones because they'll just leave me behind and laugh at my misery. jkjk but my dear friends.

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? L O U D.

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? I do because rent in LA is fucking e x p e n s I v e.

49: Am I excited for anything? to go to bed.

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? I have 2 of them.

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? too often tbh.

52: When was the last time I hugged someone? a few weeks ago I believe?

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? they should because thats their baby momma.

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? yup.

55: What is something I disliked about today? waking up.

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? lady gaga and scarlett johansson.

57: What do I think about most? what tattoo to get, if I should get another dog, how to annoy @caws5749 that day, etc etc.

58: What’s my strangest talent? I can move the bones in my wrist.

59: Do I have any strange phobias? im scared of fish!

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind because I am a nervous mess and I like taking control of such.

61: What was the last lie I told? “im okay”

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? both honestly! I love video chatting with @domromanoff and my friends!

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes and yes.

64: Do I believe in magic? hell yea I grew up around all that shit.

65: Do I believe in luck? not really.

66: What’s the weather like right now? its chilly.

67: What was the last book I’ve read? jesus christ I forgot the name but its currently under my bed rn.

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? YES.

69: Do I have any nicknames? clown, wueej by @caws5749, pi- prin-, bottom by @domromanoff, lore, lorecha, whore, hoe.

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I pulled my thigh muscle recently and OMG I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN.

71: Do I spend money or save it? I SPEND IT HONEY YASSSS.

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? sadly no.

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? my water bottle c:

74: Favorite animal? I fucking love cows.

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? crying lmao.

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? nikolas is it not??

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? “Judas” by lady gaga.

78: How can you win my heart? just be yourself and believe wholeheartedly of what you want and desire.

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? “madi did it”

80: What is my favorite word? fuck.

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr @caws5749 @domromanoff @dailyavengers @ravenforce andddddd @supercorpbechloe there’s so many more I’m editing this rn AKSJSHSHSHS I love each and everyone’s accounts here!

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? GLOBAL WARMING IS A REAL THING YALL.

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? i think so 👀 but im not close to them.

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? maybe like telekinesis or some mind power.

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? what goes on in your mind?

86: What is my current desktop picture? a winter forest.

87: Had sex? if oral sex counts then sure.

88: Bought condoms? I haven't bought them I just magically obtained them.

89: Gotten pregnant? oh god no.

90: Failed a class? yUUUUP.

91: Kissed a boy? yes.

92: Kissed a girl? yes.

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? back in middle school lmaoooo.

94: Had job? yes im on my second one rn.

95: Left the house without my wallet? all the damn time.

96: Bullied someone on the internet? no because im not a fucking asshole.

97: Had sex in public? not yet.

98: Played on a sports team? yea I was in track n field and cross country!

99: Smoked weed? I haven't but I once wanted to try it but I was to much of a pussy to skip class.

100: Did drugs? nope.

101: Smoked cigarettes? ew no.

102: Drank alcohol? y’all Ive gotten so fucked up on here so of cOURSE. my friends think I have a drinking problem ksjlksdjlkjds.

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? I am not.

104: Been overweight? yea.

105: Been underweight? No.

106: Been to a wedding? I have when I was younger.

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? sadly yes because of video games.

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? yea when I binge watched the walking dead.

109: Been outside my home country? yes!

110: Gotten my heart broken? yeah.

111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes because everyone in LA has possibly been to a dodgers game.

112: Broken a bone? nope!

113: Cut myself? oh man..I have and I deeply regret doing so but its a part of me now and i’ve accepted it.

114: Been to prom? YES! best night of my life.

115: Been in airplane? once and that was it because fuck planes lsjdkjlksdjs.

116: Fly by helicopter? nope!

117: What concerts have I been to? daddy yankee and some other guy I don't remember heheheh.

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? duh im gay.

119: Learned another language? I tried (and failed) to learn japanese.

120: Wore make up? a couple of times. i’m not the hugest fan of makeup.

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? nope!

122: Had oral sex? once.

123: Dyed my hair? too many times.

124: Voted in a presidential election? no but I will this upcoming one for sure.

125: Rode in an ambulance? no but I want to!

126: Had a surgery? no but I did have to get stitches on my lower lip.

127: Met someone famous? I meant jenni rivera’s brother at a movie theater once!

128: Stalked someone on a social network? yes? but not to a weird extent.

129: Peed outside? only because no one was around to open the door to my apartment complex and I couldn't hold it in-

130: Been fishing? I am T E R R I F I E D of fish so no.

131: Helped with charity? yup! I bought a shirt from one of @markiplier‘s livestreams that donated all the money to a charity.

132: Been rejected by a crush? yea.

133: Broken a mirror? I think maybe once??

134: What do I want for birthday? I want a tattoo.

[d2myg]

50 questions tag

tagged by @rysiowate thank u darling!

1. What takes up too much of your time? my hyperfixations and constantly updating all my online accounts and personas

2. What makes your day better? when i feel like ive accomplished something in a day; also, getting to go to bed after a long day

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today? i made really good tofu fried rice

4. What fictional place would you like to go to? the shire. just wanna live in a tiny hobbit house and eat and read

5. Are you good at giving advice? depends what it is about. and also, im better at getting my points across via text, so im useless at advice irl

6. Do you have any mental illness? anxiety and depression, im pretty i have some kind of executive dysfunction and maybe dependent personality disorder, but these two are just my assumptions. who knows really im broke and too anxious to go a therapist to get diagnosed lmao

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? no thank god it sounds terrifying

8. What musician inspired you the most? even though i’m not an active stan anymore i’m gonna say bts because they’re the artists i’ve stanned the longest for and grew most attached to. i think they helped me develop as a person and they’ve been there for me in tough times. but also queen, because in freddie mercury i found a queer icon and role model which is very important for me

9. Have you ever fallen in love? i thought i was in love once but looking back, maybe not

10. What’s your dream date? i think this dream date business is bullshit. as long as im with the person i like, we could be doing literally anything and id still be like yeah this is a good day. like running errands or going grocery shopping or just lying in bed.

11. What do others notice about you?

idk probably my self-deprecating humour. also i if im wearing makeup that almost always gets commented on so i guess that

12. What is an annoying habit you have? just one? lmao uhhh when im super anxious about something i just shut off and like i cant function until that thing is resolved. my brain is just like ok anxiety time lets lay in bed and cry and nap for the rest of the day. also when im not in the mood to reply to someone’s text i will literally go days without replying not bc i forgot but bc i just.. yeah

13. Do you still talk to your first love? sometimes i check up on her (on her social media) but no we havent talked for almost a year since it ended. but then, was she really my first love. idk.

14. How many exes do you have? one

15. How many songs are in your playlist? i have multiple playlists and i also follow a lot of playlists; all together there must be at least 1k

16. What instruments can you play? acoustic guitar

17. What do you have the most pictures of? travelling, i have folders of pictures since last year that i havent edited yet

18. Where would you like to go before you die? hm. everywhere i havent been yet. id really like to go to canada, also like everywhere in asia

19. What is your zodiac? scorpio

20. Do you relate to it? idk i dont really read horoscopes and idk the like scorpio personality traits or whatever

21. What is happiness to you? being content with myself and what im doing.

22. Are you going through anything right now? final assignments of the semester :)

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made? getting too attached to some people. 

24. What’s your favorite store? record stores are so cool. also there’s this store in brighton that sells prints of stuff like ghibli on tshirts and tote bags. not my favourite, but i like it. i dont think i have a favourite.

25. What’s your opinion on abortion? im pro-choice. i dont think it should be a debate.

26. Do you keep a bucket list? no

27. Do you have a favorite album? sheer heart attack by queen, that shit slaps

28. What do you want for your birthday? honestly not to be shallow but some coins so i can buy myself some stuff ive been wanting to buy but didnt wanna spend money on

29. What are most people’s first impression of you? idk probably that im a bitch or that im intimidating. before i open my mouth to talk. one of my best friends told me they were scared of me when we first met.

30. What age do you seem according to most people? idk i mean no one really questions my age tbh. when i was younger people thought i was older lmao cause i seemed mature or whatever

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? usually on my bed bc i sleep with earphones

32. What word do you say the most? uuuh……. like. when i talk i say like after every 3rd words its annoying

33. What’s the oldest age you would date? 5-6 years probably

34. What’s the youngest age you would date? ½ years max

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? i dont talk about my career ambitions with anyone lmao it makes me anxious. my mom says i could do personal couching or psychotherapy or whatever.

36. What’s your favorite music genre? classic rock

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? sweden sounds really nice. hong kong or singapore also

38. What is your current favorite song? hm. the iron man 3 credits soundtrack. slaps. suffragette city by culture club also

39. How long have you had this blog for? uuh i remade very recently

40. What are you excited for? goin home for the summer. also rocketman and spiderman far from home. also!!! i might be going to the rocketman red carpet so

41. Are you a better talker or listener? listener. i dont really like talking about deep stuff

42. What is the last productive thing you did? did some uni work today. actually, did a lot of uni work today

43. What do you want for christmas? go to budapest with my mom weve been planning that

44. What class do you get the best grades in? my best subject in high school was english and in college it was probably psychology

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now? idk 5/6

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

dude i dont even know what ill be doing next year after my ba course ok

47. When did you get your first heartbreak? i dont think i really had one. when i broke up w my gf, its been shit for a while and i just accepted that it wasnt gonna work so it didnt really like hurt

48. What age do you want to get married? marriage is overrated and expensive next

49. What career did you want to have as a child? i wanted to be a vet also but so much med school. ew.

50. What do you crave right now? to dye my hair bc im stressed insert this is fine meme

i also tag @hamkis also @crownedbabes also @funkysapphic, @milmercurios, @freddie-jupiter, @piscesyub, @cactustattoo, @tonyrights

[smellycinnamonthundahfudge]

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a year ago, i was tagged by @suplosers on two questionnaires and it is only now, a year later that i was able to answer em. i’m so sorry it took me this long but yah i’m just glad to get thru dis milestone, answering the first tumblr get to know ya post i was @ at... yaayyy ^^

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I tag: tbd haha i still have to dig thru meh notifs to see which ones apparently took an interest in me so i’d like to take an interest in as well haha but oh @you-guys--are-losers, ur doing this whahaha hope it’s not too much of a bother, no presh watsoever ;3

the last

1. drink: ughh it's dis shitty stuff called hydrite w/c is basically salt water cus im sick rn and it's supposed to rehydrate ur shts or something hahaha

but dat was like a week ago... as of da moment i posted dis, it’s coffee from mini stop dat i drank at like 530 in da morn while i waited until i could enter the school cus i had to commute 3 hours w/ lil to none sleep

2. phone call: my father or one of my best friends

3. text message: the last one i texted was my sister and the last one i got a text from was dis org in school about the location for recruitment/auditions/interview

4. song you listened to: billy jean by michael jackson and i listened to it for meh tomdaya fic hahaha. But i also listened to halo by beyonce, untouchable and dress by taylor swift, and some other songs magmt mentions in her tomdaya fic hehe a week ago

rn, a metal cover of toxic by our last night

5. time you cried: haha i don't actually remember the context of it (i could find out tho haha cus i sent da pic to my best friend) but i took a pic of it while i did it which was on... july 16 hahaha. Oh but w8 oh sht i think i cried after that fudge w8 i don't remember the date (i think i can find this out too hahaha) but i wrote a sortof goodbye confessions letter to one of my dear friends and i wrote there that i externally cried (b4 i just said internally haha) so i'm not entirely sure i cried but i think im pretty sure i teared up hehe

6. dated someone twice: hahaha i haven't even had a legit love interest yet 😆😂 buuutt my best friend and i have "dated" as in spent entire days together w/ just the two of us, we even went to mcdonalds for valentine's day and got each other gifts hihihi aahhh gosh i miss her :'(

7. kissed someone and regretted it: haha im not even sure if dis happened and i have no plans on asking her about it but i remember when i was a kiddo, when my sis came home for some reason i kissed her on the lips hahaha dont remember if accidental or i just brain farted heck i aint even sure if it happened but das all i can answer cus well like i said, see #6 😆😂😆😂

8. been cheated on: hhmmm probs not, i have no idea if ive been cheated on in an unromantic way hahaha but in da romantic way, like i said, no love interest hahaha

Oh w8 does being someone's crush (i aint sure but it seemed like it) and crushing on dat dude but dat dude crushing on someone else too count as cheating? 😆😂😆😂

9. lost someone special: yes, all of my grandparents are dead. I've also lost pets, and i fear i may lose some of my friends due to the distance among us in this time of our lives

10. been depressed: i always wanna be careful over how to define depression. Like wat constitutes it... but yes, i think i have. Not sure, mind you, but yes, at the beginning of gr 7 i was really alone, i think i was bullied and i think i was depressed and going thru a really dark phase of my life back then. But then again, i have to say, i'm not sure.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: hahaha nope. I'm looking forward to getting drunk tho. Im currently underage so im not allowed to drink dat much yet but yeah i wanna know my limits hehehe i hope im da kinda gurl who can handle her liquor but i have drank and i have to say it made me all loopy and weird and just like woke or high or something hahaha so yeah man im excited to get trashed on my 18th bday hahaha (hopefully i get to do this tho huhuhu)

3 favourite colours

12. Pink

13. Blue

14. Gray

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: yyeeesssss and i'm so glad i have hihi. I have made friends w/ a select group of my blockmates and they're awesome and weird, i hope to strengthen our bond in da future hehe. Ooohhh and i sure hope that you guys are losers is my friend cus she's been rlly great :')

16. fallen out of love: i guess the closest i've come to falling out of love in a romantic way is moving on from da heavy crushin on meh crush. But i dunno, i still think he's a unicorn n pretty special to me so i dunno hahaha.

But bro, i do think i have fallen out of love. With tv shows, with characters. Like i used to be so passionate about a few shows and characters but now all i have towards them is regret heck i cant even remember wat dey are but i know dat der was love lost. I know it.

17. laughed until you cried: hahaha yaasss i think so. It's either when i was with my best dearest friends or during the class of dis really cool and funny as heck joker teacher who makes us laugh in EVERY SINGLE CLASS hahaha ahhh das guy's so cool

18. found out someone was talking about you: oohh yah yah i think so. Either from my best friends or from a few of my old classmates i care about and had gotten close with. Da best friend ones was about something in my past/history (g7) and the classmates one i think was just dem talking about me and they told me about it ooohhh i think it was my crush hahahaha. They told me dat my crush actually admired me a lot hehe. There was one time my friend (the one who told me about dis) was putting make up on me for a school film, and my crush was da cam guy and he told my friend i looked pretty. Sooo im pretty lucky dat- oh sht w8 i dunno if it's dis year but oh w8 no, it was on my bday last year (dec 20) and da same friend said she was sorry cus apparently da bois make fun of me or something and she was sorry cus she laughed along too hahaha but i didnt mind cus i know im weird and i dont even know what dey say about me in da first place hahahaha. Ok das it im done, i think ive overshared now hahaha 😆😂😆😂

19. met someone who changed you: my best friends. Ive thought about it based on wat sup losers said about change for da better and i dont rlly think of change as something dat happens quick, i think it happens over time and u dont even notice it. So ok oh sht i think im wrong cus i met my best friends 4/6 years ago hahaha but for reals tho, i was in a dark place and if it werent for dem i think id still be lost lonely and sad. Uuhhmmm in regards to answering the question correctly, i guess my blockmates count since they inspire/challenge me to be better. OH SHT W8 i def think you guys are losers and dead end street and tomdaya receipts and tout de suite have changed me hehehe. Da first 2 in dat dey inspired me to write more hehe. Da 1st one inspired me to do this so i think this counts as change hehe. And da last 2 changed me in dat bcus i met dem, i became OBSESSED w/ tomdaya hahaha.

20. found out who your friends are: yes, i have actually. And it's all because i am now currently a college freshman as well as my friends.

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: hahaha my fam i guess hahaha. But no one in a romantic context.

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: hhmmm i guess id say about 200 since i know 4 sections of around 40 ppl and da rest is like fam and ppl ive met once/twice or have passed by haha

23. do you have any pets: yaaaassss 3 doggos: albie, juju, and biggie girl. Juju has a pupper named tchalla called dat cus he black hehehe and biggie has 2 biglets named mermer (meredith) and crissy (cristina) cus they're sisters 😍😊😊

My fam have also had a buncha dogs n puppers before but they were either given away or passed away. My bro also has dis cat named bob and i think he counts as a semi pet since my bro's home is a fam home.

24. do you want to change your name: uuhhh i wish i had an alliterative name like superheroes. Buutt im pretty happy w/ my name :')

25. what did you do for your last birthday: oohhhh i think i was at my section's christmas party it was pretty nice n emotional and i spent da rest of da day w/ 2 of meh best friends who bought me cake n food when my own fam didn't 😆😂😆😂

26. what time did you wake up: 4 am to shit cus im sick, but fell asleep again and officially got up around 730 or 8ish

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: haha tryna stay awake cus i had to drink meh meds and failed oh so much and i think i was asleep by midnight hahaha

28. name something you can’t wait for: tomdaya content, chatting/being w/ my best friends, watching da stuff i wanna watch, tumblring, reading sht i wanna read, vacation, writing fanfics, learning how to do a buncha stuff (write screenplays, make films n gifs, draw better), my bday when i hopefully get to do wat i want haha, avengers 4 and smffh, and captain marvel and antman and the wasp too i guess haha oh and the incredibles 2 and httyd 3 😍😍😍 oohhh and crazy rich asians

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: on monday which was when i was at home and not at my dad's n sis' n i's apartment in manila for school/work

31. what are you listening to right now: commercials on da tv as i answer this long ass questionnaire hahaha

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: hahaha i had to think about dis one but yah i have actually haha he was my gr 8 class mate n i like to think semi friend back den at least haha. Oh w8 but he doesn't go by tom tho, it's just thomas haha

33. something that is getting on your nerves: myself hahaha my shitty lazy ass procrastinating self hahaha 😅🙍

34. most visited website: fb specifically messenger, youtube, and tumblr

35. hair colour: hmmm black w/ a bit of brown i guess (ASIAN, YO! 😆😂😆😂)

36. long or short hair: neither, medium i guess haha. I like how long hair looks but it's such a bother n hassle haha. So i def would prefer short hair on a practical standpoint hahaha (im actually thinking of shaving the hair above my nape, yknow on da back of my head hehe)

37. do you have a crush on someone: well i dont have dat much of a crush on da crush i mentioned before, like i said haha. I have a crush on tomdaya, does dat count? 😆😂

38. what do you like about yourself: hahahaha nothing 😆😂😆😂🙍

Naahh uhhh i guess i like how much i love tv shows, i love meh fangirl self, and i like how diff n unique n weird i am, how i stand out, n dat i think my dreams are noble n worth tryin out. N i like how supportive n nice i am n im just chill on da outside haha. N sometimes i like meh face hehe. And i think dat im hilarious n weird n ppl should appreciate me more hahaha das y i crave for more validation dan consulting researchers hahaha (no one laughs at dat jokes and it's like im da only one who finds it funny and come on, man, i managed to make a research joke. Cant ya give a girl a break?)

n i guess sometimes it's good how much i care but sometimes i wish my feels could just chill for just like a minute pls

Thanks, man. I usually just focus on meh bad qualities so thanks for dis question, man :')

oh and i like dat i can swim hehe

39. piercings: i have holes on my ears for earrings but i don't really wear dem

40. blood type: a, i think?

41. nickname: sam, sab, and i rlly want to be called smells cus it's like a more me version of mels from melody hahaha

42. relationship status: single, yo. Oh w8 but i am married to my bed and fandoms so dey always come first. Plus i love my friends 😍😊

43. zodiac: sagittarius i think but i dont rlly know/care about zodiac sht. Tho it's nice if it does match up hehe

44. pronouns: uhhh i dont know wat to put here but i assume dis refers to wat i wish to be referred by ssoooo she, her, and a genderless pronoun in my language siya

45. favourite tv show: ughh i cant choose. Friends, grey's anatomy, phineas and ferb, avatar: the last airbender, black mirror, doctor who, and all of michael schur's stuff, and modern family, grimm, person of interest, pushing daisies, scrubs, happy endings, forever, how i met your mother, gravity falls, sherlock, and yknow wat? Yah, supernatural too and the httyd shows and suits :') oooohhh w8 and how to get away w/ murder and i guess big bang theory as well 😃 the end of the fucking world, legends of tomorrow, crazy ex-girlfriend, the good place, timeless but it’s kinda depressing so speaking of w/c game of thrones and west world and a series of unfortunate events and stranger things and scorpion and lost in space and for anime, let’s go with yakitate japan and boku no hero academia

46. tattoos: none, but i rlly want one and even have a list of tattoos i want (pretty minimalist), i just have to think of da perf place tho (both where to put it and where to get it) and find out if i can still donate meh bod if i have tattoos, but one of da ones i rlly want is smileys on meh fingers hehe

47. right or left handed: right, but my ma says im kinda ambidextrous n i kinda wish i could develop it hehe

48. surgery: haha nope, never. But in terms of an interest, i love grey's anatomy 😆😂

50. sport: ooohh my main sport is swimming cus my siblings are all swimmers so i am too. But i have played other sports for school like badminton, table tennis, volleyball, some water game i dont remember haha, and a combat sport in my country called arnis

51. vacation: christmas vacay and i cant wait huhu

52. pair of trainers: uhhh are trainers rubber shoes? I have a couple, i guess.

GENERAL

53. eating: my dad (who cooked our meal), sis, and i ate afritada (chicken dat's tomatoey basically) for dinner

54. drinking: just water, but ugh i have to drink da hydrite sht again 😑😒

55. I’m about to: finish dis questionnaire n fall asleep haha

56. waiting for: sleep n happiness

57. want: to sleep n write n tumblr n watch n read n for all my problems to disappear

58. get married: yeahhh... but i think it's highly unlikely, man. So i aint counting on it but i do want it to happen, it seems nice having someone to spend da rest of your life with :')

59. career: hahaha i'm still just a college student, just a newly minted freshman actually. But i like to consider myself a fulltime fangirl hahaha

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: well, i havent rlly made out with anyone yet so im gonna have to say hugs i guess w/c ofc i love haha but i wish someone bigger than me could cuddle me for once in my life 😢

61. lips or eyes: lips cus they just seem so soft and sensual hehe. Plus i dunno man, eyes are kinda gross with muta (da sht in da corner of ur eyes when you wake up, it's a filipino word) and sht. And ya have to wear glasses/contacts if dey weak so it's just such a hassle. Tho i do recognize their importance n stuff 😊

62. shorter or taller: ugh TALLER. im a pretty tall gal so for once id like to be da lil spoon for once, for someone to be able to carry me and ya know all dat jazz. But i wouldnt give up my height for anything, makes me feel confident and better than everyone else mwuehehehehehehe

63. older or younger: uuuhhh for now i think it's a bit weird to date someone younger dan me, but for me personally, wat age i'd like to be, YOUNGER ALL DA WAY. it was just way less stressful and innocent back den, id give anything to go back 🙍

64. nice arms or nice stomach: haha nice arms if it means i can swing around them and they can carry me whahaha. But i do like em abs, i wanna feel wat abs feel like just once in my life hahaha

65. hookup or relationship: ooohhh i guess i fancy myself having a relationship for now hehe. Havent even had one yet haha.

66. troublemaker or hesitant: i am a hesitant troublemaker whahahahaha. Like i have all these ideas of thangs to do n sometimes i do dem but sometimes da situation n context scares me into not doing it like a wuss hahaha

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: haha nope.

68. drank hard liquor: haha nope but am looking forward to it hehe

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: thankfully i havent needed any yet whew

70. turned someone down: uhhh i guess the closest i came to "turning someone down" was being awkward around my crush haha but to be fair i think he was awkward too hahaha. And in an unromantic sense, i turned down a blockmate who offered to be my partner in an assignment becus i already had a partner hahahaha 😅

71. sex on the first date: haha havent experienced it if das wat ur askin. Maybe imma be dat kinda person after ive had a couple of relationships but for now i'll settle for someone actually being interested in me hahaha

73. had your heart broken: yes, by tv shows, and by da crappiness of life in general 🙇

74. been arrested: hahahaha nope but dat would be CRAZY hahaha

75. cried when someone died: yes, whether in real life or in tv shows, i have cried bcus of death 😢

76. fallen for a friend: look, man, my best friend's probably the most important person in my life who i couldnt bear to lose. I love her more dan anything in da world so i dunno if our friendship is something more dan da "typical" best friends i just know dat i love her n dat i dont wanna lose her n dat our bond's nothing like any other relationship ive ever had

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: hahahaha not rlly 😅 im pretty unreliable tbh and i make tons of mistakes and ill never be enough ever and just in general hate myself and have 0 self esteem hahaha 😅😅😅😓

But there's a chance i could improve tho, a very very VERY small tiny chance... but i guess i'll take wat i can get :/

78. miracles: hhmmm not in da way most ppl think about miracles in dat, it's da impossible event. I like to think it's a miracle that i have the family dat i have, da friends dat i have, and da life dat i have cus honestly i think i'd be dead w/o em. It's a fucking miracle i have things im passionate about and things that i love and im surrounded by ppl who i love and who love me as well. So yeah, i guess i believe in those kinds of miracles :')

79. love at first sight: hahaha not rlly. Look, man, im a fat girl who doesnt rlly care dat much about looks so unless a person manages to fall for someone while dat someone was doing something dat was a huge indicator of their personality and thus it's not only da appearance dat da person "fell in love w/", den i rlly dont believe in love at first sight. It's just infatuation, bruh. Love at first sight is cheap and u dont rlly know any thing about dat person other than the fact that they're pretty (why they caught ur eye in da 1st place imo) and nothin, zilch. Unless, like i said, they were doing something important to dem n indicative of deir personality. But even then, it wouldnt be love. Like i said, it'd be infatuation cus imo love is deep and takes time and cant just HAPPEN just cus u looked at someone and thought he/she was pretty 😒. True love would mean knowing dat person to deir bone but wanting to know more about dem. So to conclude a ted talk from a bitter person w/ a non existent love life 😆😂😂😂, love at first sight doesnt exist, is cheap, and is discriminatory to "ugly" ppl.

80. santa claus: hahaha i know he probs doesnt exist and is u know basically just capitalism n marketing hahaha. But i dunno, man, i kinda wanna believe he exists just cus it's more fun n childlike n innocent 😍

81. kiss on the first date: hahaha yeah i guess so but i think i probs would have had to known dat person for a while before we decided to date. I havent had a first kiss yet sooo i aint just willin to give dat out to someone i just met/knew for like a day or something hahaha (i have no idea how dating works) 😆😂😆😂😆😂

82. angels: huh... i like to think guardian angels exist cus dat means there are like angels of pure light sent down from heaven to protect us from any harm w/c is just nice to think about, yknow? Hehe. But angels in da catholic sense... i dont think i do, bruh. Sorry :/ *shrugs*

OTHER:

84. eye colour: uuhhhh brown, i guess? Like i said, i dont rlly care much for eyes hahaha 😅 ooohh but da purple eyes thang ive seen on da internet sounds cool hahaha

85. favourite movie: aaaahhhhh there's just so many good movies thoo

But agghh fine. Ive come to notice dat my genre's pretty lighthearted w/c is nice actually hehe

Spider-Man: Homecoming, Rogue One, 10 Things I Hate About You, Moana, Coco, Mulan, Avengers: Infinity War, White Chicks cus it's just so goddamn funny and iconic 😆😂😆😂😍, i'm not- ok you know wat, da Pixar movies in general ok? I mean, how can ya not? Oh which reminds me, Tangled, and The Princess and The Frog, oohh The Avengers is also a pretty solid movie, ooohhh Love, Simon, godhs dat was just such a wholesome sweet n nice movie :'), oh and den i freaking love the Scream franchise, man. It's so good :'), oooohhh w8 maybe The Dark Knight cus heath ledger was just da fuking bomb in dat movie, oohh and About Time's da sweetest time travel movie :') w/c reminds me dat the Back to the Future franchise was just such a classic, man :') oh and yknow wat? Unbreakable's actually pretty fucking cool, man. I get shyamalan know haha. Oh and yknow wat? 100 Tula Para Kay Stella is da 1st filipino film i actually liked so it has a special place in meh heart :')

ooohhh and Black Panther, man, gods how can one not bring up Da King™? WAKANDA FOREVER :') 😄

Oh and hey yknow wat? I have a sweet spot for the Sorcerer's Apprentice. It's kinda a guilty pleasure of mine hehe 😅

Whiicchh reminds me... the HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON FRANCHISE HAS GOT MY HART WHIPPED 😭😭😭

Oh and i also rlly like when harry met sally hihi :') and i guess the OG Star Wars trilogy's got a special place in my heart even if it is da way dat it is now 😢 :')

oh and i can't forget meh guardians :') Guardians of The Galaxy is such a solid film, bro. I loved it :') ooohhh and yknow wat? I actually rlly like Ready Player One, Baby Driver, and The Mummy (the brendan frasier one, who ya kiddin 😑)

oh and yknow wat? The Wedding Singer, 50 First Dates, and Music & Lyrics has got a special place in my heart, man. Gotta admit it :')

aawww and amelie, and begin again, and flipped and hercules, and room, and spotlight, and shape of water, and ladybird, and the princess bride, and the iron giant, and the lobster, and we're the millers, and what if and man up and shrek and kimi no na wa and a quiet place and inception and the lion king and to all the boys I’ve loved before and oooh tim burton movies are pretty cool, the animated ones, and I did spend a good amount of time obsessed w/ dis one so I guess cap civil war, and then big hero 6 and wreck it ralph, and the martian and inside out, and gone girl, and the lion king and forrest gump and spider-man 1 and 2, and les miserables and the devil wears prada and the book of life and the intern and the princess diaries and miss congeniality and aladdin and confessions of a shopaholic

And ok, ok, i think im done. Hahaha das it das my list of meh all time fav movies and i feel like rewatching all of em now hahaha 😍

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85 questions tag

i was tagged by jackie @jjjolly!! thank u omg it’s been a long time since i did these

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

— What was your last…

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: my mom

3. Text message: my friend to wish her a happy birthday

4. Song you listened to: I Adore U by Adore Delano

5. Time you cried: a week ago

6. Dated someone twice: pffft nah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: pffft nah

8. Been cheated on: pffft nah

9. Lost someone special: not sure?

10. Been depressed: idk what qualifies as being depressed but see number 5

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: pffft nah

— Fave colours

12. light blue

13. pastel purple/pink

14. soft yellow

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: acquaintances yes, friends im not sure

16. Fallen out of love: pffft nah

17. Laughed until you cried: definitely

18. Found out someone was talking about you: don’t think so?

19. Met someone who changed you: for the worse, maybe yeah

20. Found out who your friends are: i guess?

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: pffft nah

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them (i havent seen some of them in like 7 years tho)

23. Do you have any pets: yeah!! a cat and a dog, i love em

24. Do you want to change your name: nah i’m not original enough to come up with a better one

25. What did you do for your last birthday: had a party with my best friends and i did a quiz

26. What time did you wake up today: 8:30am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading fanfiction lmao

28. What is something you can’t wait for: finishing university and getting a job

30. What are you listening to right now: the chatter of people around me

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah, a teacher i have rn is named Tom (i dont like him)

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: fucsking group projects

33. Most visited website: tumblr probably

34. Hair colour: dark blonde (tho everyone i know would argue its brown)

35. Long or short hair: pretty long but not long enough

36. Do you have a crush on someone: pffft nah

37. What do you like about yourself: my books

38. Want any piercings: i want earrings but ive tried that twice now and it didnt work out

39. Blood type: O+

40. Nicknames: ev, furry (its not funny)

41. Relationship status: pfffft nah

42. Sign: pisces

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Fave tv show: uhmmm... the good place?

45. Tattoos: nope

46. Right or left handed: right

47: Ever had surgery: yeah more than once

48. Piercings: nope

49. Sport: pfffft nah

50. Vacation: im going to croatia this summer so im pretty excited about that!! but dream vacation? a warm place where i can be lazy and read books

51. Trainers: right now? no its way too cold for those

— More general

52. Eating: i just ate lunch which were sandwiches

53. Drinking: water

54. I’m about to watch: i want to continue watching westworld but i have class in a few minutes :/

55. Waiting for: university to be over lmao

56. Want: rest, vacation

57. Get married: pfffft nah

58. Career: IT whatever

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: uhm.... kisses from my dog?

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: im taller, i prefer smaller friends so i can make fun of them

62. Older or younger: all my friends are younger

63. Nice arms or stomach: i dont care??

64. Hookup or relationships: platonic relationships

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: whatever dude

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: pfffft nah

67. Drank hard liquor: pfffft nah

68.Turned someone down: uh i guess

69. Sex on first date: pfffft nah

70: Broken someone’s heart: don’t think so?

71. Had your heart broken: pfffft nah

72. Been arrested: pfffft nah

73. Cried when someone died: yeah

74. Fallen for a friend: pfffft nah

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: uhm.... sometimes. mostly i believe in laziness

76. Miracles: no. fate? yes.

77. Love at first sight: for some people, sure

78. Santa Claus: oh yeah definitely

79. Angels: on earth? sure

— Misc

80. Eye colour: blue

81. Best friends name: morgan/mayke/preal <3

82. Favourite movie: idk man i love too many movies

83. Favourite actor: ...sebastian stan

84. Favourite cartoon: voltron

85. Favourite teacher’s name: this year? els

i need to tag 20 people oh god. if i tagged u, u dont have to do it of course, im just trying to get to 20 lmao:

@tiredindefinitely @page342 @anna-doodle @rasqeu @cosmic-boyfriend @thepennybunce @baz-snow-and-simon-grimm-pitch @samypotter @pitchblack-snowwhite @helloiamace @justasmallbloginabigklainefandom @hekissesme @fictiononlyplease @too-aroace-for-this-shit @wellgoatsarecool @slytheroutofmybed @carryonmylovelies @snowbaz-lover @basilptich @snowbaz-is-otp

[fancybois]

Tagged by @bergarass thank you Nina!! <3

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

last

1. drink - coffee?? yikes i should drink some water

2. phone call - my mom

3. text message - one i sent: “the rat laugh haha”

4. song you listened to - Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

5. time you cried - look i cry all the time, i think the last time i cried with tears streaming down my face i was thinking about steven idk

ever

6. dated someone twice? - nope

7. kissed someone and regretted it - no

8. been cheated on - i dont think so!

9. lost someone special - heh yeah :/

10. been depressed - buddy,, my dude, fuckin yes

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - YES,, its nasty

fave colours

12. maroon 

13. teal

14.  heather grey

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yeah! im lookin @ u worth it pals!

16. fallen out of love - every so slowly, yes

17. laughed until you cried - i dont think so

18. found out someone was talking about you - no not that i recall

19. met someone who changed you - not in 2018 no

20. found out who your friends are - yeah, its a nice change tbh

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - nah

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - most of them ive met at least once since i only friend people i know

23. do you have any pets - :( no

24. do you want to change your name - nah man i love my name

25. what did you do for your last birthday - it was honestly the best birthday and this years wont top it sadly;; I went with my then girlfriend on a walking tour in the morning and then we got lunch and then later on i went to dinner with some other close friends! 

26. what time did you wake up today - 8:30 am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - drinking with some new friends!

28. what is something you can’t wait for - NEXT WEEKS WORTH IT

30. what are you listening to right now - the fan in my computer whirring

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yeah, my cousin and my uncle!

32. something that’s getting on your nerves -  PEOPLE NOT USING THEIR BLINKERS TO TURN

33. most visited website - tumblr absolutely 

34. hair colour - brown

35. long or short hair - on me? longer

36. do you have a crush on someone - Probs Steven tbh

37. what do you like about yourself - tbh how much of a contradiction i can be, i even hate it sometimes, catch me with the consistency 

38. want any piercings? - ive always wanted an eyebrow peicing

39. blood type - fuck idk

40. nicknames - Joy is my nickname actually

41. relationship status - single 

42. zodiac - aries

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows - b99, steven universe, sense8; those are my top 3

45. tattoos - i love them but i get tired of things easily so its a bad idea, but maybe one day

46. right or left handed - lefty

47. ever had surgery - ye, tonsils

48. piercings - ears

49. sport - uh, archery, i enjoyed that when i did it in undergrad

50. vacation - i wanna go EVERYWHERE, but i think the next one will be chicago

51. trainers - the shoes? i have them?

more general

52. eating - i had some scrambled eggs for dinner

53. drinking - nothing

54. i’m about to watch - the back of my eyelids as i go to sleep

55. waiting for - Worth it next week, did i stutter?

56. want - to be happy, healthy, a stable job and a dog

57. get married - we’ll see

58. career - currently interning in public affairs

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs, yeah that mmm

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - medium

62. older or younger - have we been talking about attraction to? uh? it doesn’t matter to me.

63. nice arms or stomach - nice thighs bih

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - im good with both tbh

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - OH yeah

68. lost glasses - thank god no

69. turned someone down - yeep

70. sex on first date - nope

71. broken someones heart - yeahhh :/

72. had your heart broken - ABSOLUTELY

73. been arrested - nope

74. cried when someone died - not irl

75. fallen for a friend - mmhm

do you believe in

76. yourself - *pained face* SOMETIMES

77. miracles - ... actually a little

78. love at first sight - maybe love at first chat... yeah

79. santa claus - no

80. kiss on a first date - if i click with them yeah

81. angels - id like to believe it

other

82. best friend’s name - i have a few! but my oldest friend is Katt

83. eye colour - dark brown

84. fave movie - Pacific Rim and Scott Pilgrim are the first two that come to mind

85. fave actor - Will Smith honestly ill watch anything he’s in and he’s a great dude. I cant think of any actresses off the top of my head im so sorry

I’m tagging!: @poiregourmande, @brunchcrush, @brunchfact, @transilnyckyj, @worthitbfs, @worthitboys, @lavab0y, @leiasreys, @buzzfeedworthit, @muhdej, @halfwheeze, @jeppys, @undreamedconstellations

[super-fabulous-killjoy]

Tagged by the lovely @bundleofunicorns

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (eh thats a lot we’ll try)

— What was your last…

1. Drink: apple cider

2. Phone call: Baba

3. Text message: Guy who sends me pictures of his dog when im sad (i love that man and that dog)

4. Song you listened to: Woke the Fuck Up - Jon Bellion

5. Time you cried: earlier today when my extended family drove me to panic

6. Dated someone twice: never

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: havent kissed anyone

8. Been cheated on: never

9. Lost someone special: when my homeboy moved to hawaii and didnt even invite me

10. Been depressed: never

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: never

— Fave colours

12. Black

13. Blue

14. Gold

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: maybe? Define love also does platonic love count

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes but not in a bad way

19. Met someone who changed you: i already knew them but my friends did change me this year

20. Found out who your friends are: Mainly just reminded of how much i love my real friends and how much i hate the asshat who wasnt

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: nope

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: idk i got a facebook when i was really little to play farmville and the like i dont use it any more

23. Do you have any pets: 4 rabbits

24. Do you want to change your name: bot particularly

25. What did you do for your last birthday: party bus it was LIT

26. What time did you wake up today: like 9

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: scrolling through tumblr

28. What is something you can’t wait for: The Masquerade, Mashby is gonna FLIP HER SHIT

30. What are you listening to right now: My “songs i think love sounds like” playlist

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ive talked to a Thomas, but idk about a tom

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: anxiety

33. Most visited website: spotify

34. Hair colour: blonde

35. Long or short hair: shortish

36. Do you have a crush on someone: who knows, not me

37. What do you like about yourself: im reaally good on emergencies

38. Want any piercings: not really

39. Blood type: no idea, a i think?

40. Nicknames: bro or hey you

41. Relationship status: single

42. Sign: libra

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Fave tv show: at this very moment, deception or b99

45. Tattoos: i wish, i want a red feather behind my ear

46. Right or left handed: right

47. Ever had surgery: wisdom teeth

48. Piercings: none

49. Sport: XC/ track

50. Vacation: yes?

51. Trainers: i wear the same pair for everything

— More General

52. Eating: doritos

53. Drinking: nothing

54. Im about to watch: the new episode of deception, if my dad finished black mirror

55. Waiting for: my anxiety to die down

56. Want: to sleep for 4 days

57. Get married: maybe, if i find someone i like enough

58. Career: CFO of a music company, but also probably a chemist

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60: lips or eyes: eyes

61. Taller or shorter: taller, tall people give the best hugs

62. Older or younger: same age

63. Nice arms or stomach: dont care

64. Hookups or relationships: relationships

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: whatever the mood is

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: nope

67. Drank hard liquor: once on accident and never again

68. Turned someone down: haven’t been asked out

69. Sex on first date: *asexual laughter*

70. Broken someone’s heart: gee i hope not

71. Had your heart broken: do terrible book to movie adaptations count?

72. Been arrested: nope

73. Cried when someone died: yes

74. Fallen for a friend: so often its a problem

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: not really? Not at this present moment

76. Miracles: yeah

77. Love at first sight: nope

78. Santa Claus: i believe in the concept of him, if that makes sense

79. Angels: yes

— Misc

80. Eye color: blue

81. Best friend’s name: they definitely have one

82. Favorite movie: ummmmmmmmmm memento or the prestige

83. Favorite actor: rn its tom holland

84. Favorite cartoon: miraculous ladybug probably

85. Favorite teacher’s name: Miss T, or Mrs. Walle, or Mashby

WHEW well that was long but fun. Lets tag @sapphic-asteroid @saltbaekei @ivegotthislove @papillonemheliosa @pancake13error @typicalyaoifangirl @kierenrose @kaidad @ylove-bandaesthetics @d3kv @dreamlurkerdreameater @hardrock-mysticrage @just-a-shy-and-depressed-lesbian @justatracersexual @legimus-ergo-sumus @cuddlycryptid @vintageunicornblood @bandobsessed510 and yeah thats all i got. Fun times. You dont have to if you dont want to, obviously, but it was fun! Anyway, have a great day yall

[wiener-blut]

i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)

— what was your last…

1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea 2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed 3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat 4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton 5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no? 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao

— fave colours

12. black 13. pastel pink 14. actually i kinda love all colours idk

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good 18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not 19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda? 20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years .......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways

23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future

24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖

26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely

28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days

30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn

33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube

34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago

35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips

36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)

37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?

38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear

39. blood type: 0 positive, i think

40. nicknames: Lily

41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen

42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them

45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding

46. right or left handed: right handed 47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT 48. piercings: none 49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that

50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao

51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens

— more general

52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay

53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u

54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet

55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face

56. want: to cuddle honestly

57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis

58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs

60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes

61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually

62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)

63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up

64. hookup or relationships: relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: not really?

69. sex on first date: nope

70: broken someone’s heart: probably

71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda

72. been arrested: no

73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily

74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here

— do you believe in

75. yourself: ugh

76. miracles: i want to

77. love at first sight: no

78. santa claus: i want to lol but no

79. angels: fuck yes

— misc

80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud 81. best friend’s name: Dana

82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really

83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u

84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons

85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that

[seokjinchuriki]

85 statements

tagged by @mochiminii, its been while since ive been tagged in anything, so thank you miss athena (´ ∀ ` *)

rule: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people (i dont even think i know people oOF)

last

1. drink - a good ol’ caprisun 2. phone call - my mom 3. text message - my best friend oOF 4. song you listened to - love scenario by the one and onLY IKON 5. time you cried - man i cry a lot hdkadhdjkadj i would say this morning???

ever

6. dated someone twice - ... yes   7. kissed someone and regretted it - what is a kiss???????????? 8. been cheated on - sadly yes 9. lost someone special - hasnt everyone? 10. been depressed - still am quite depressed 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - no no no

fave colours

12. gray 13. black 14. white

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes 16. fallen out of love - ...idk? 17. laughed until you cried - yeah yeah 18. found out someone was talking about you - sadly yes 19. met someone who changed you - yee  20. found out who your friends are - yes and now i only have oNE 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - i havent been on facebook in so long wdhwkadjhw

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - i dont go on facebook djawkdla 23. do you have any pets - my dog, mickey, and my lovely bearded dragon, larry (aka koobee, aka michael, aka rong)  24. do you want to change your name - i like my name 25. what did you do for your last birthday - i went out to eat with my aunt and best friend and had the time of my life 26. what time did you wake up today - 0700 grOSS 27. what were you doing at midnight last night - having a crisis... and crying a lil 28. what is something you cant wait for - HOBI’S MIXTAPE, THE HIXTAPE 30. what are you listening to right now - to grey’s anatomy in the background 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yes my uncles name is tom 32. something that’s getting on your nerves - life. yeah, just life. 33. most visited website - youtube !!! 34. hair colour - really dark brown??? it turns orange in the sun? idk 35. long or short hair - long 36. do you have a crush on someone - KIM SEOKJIN HELLO THERE 37. what do you like about yourself - my hair (when it actually cooperates with me) 38. want any piercings? - nah  39. blood type - O neg 40. nicknames - meo (my parents call me this, its cat in vietnamese!), i use to have a bunch but- yeah- 41. relationship status - im in a relationship, yeah... how? idk 42. zodiac - taurus  43. pronouns - she/her (honestly idc much about pronouns though dhjawkd) 44. fave tv shows - shERLOCK dhwkjdhwak ive been rewatching grey’s over and over 45. tattoos - nah dude 46. right or left handed - right handed, but i can write pretty well with left too 48. piercings - just typical lobe piercings 49. sport - i used to be in taekwondo, now i dont do anything except sit 50. vacation - i just wanna go back to vietnam, man 51. trainers - trainers???

more general

52. eating - kettle cooked potato chips 53. drinking - some water 54. i’m about to watch - the lion king for the 17th time this week 55. waiting for - the day i can sit and relax 56. want - to make everyone smile and idk, to buy my dad his dream car and my mom a better house  57. get married - not anytime soon 58. career - pharmacist,,, or maybe go into emergency medicine,,, OR a police officer

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs 60. lips or eyes - eyes 61. shorter or taller - taller 62. older or younger - older, but not so much older 63. nice arms or stomach - arms  64. hookup or relationship - relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant - man a lil bit of both?

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - nope 67. drank hard liquor - at a wedding once, oN ACCIDENT, it looked like coke  68. lost glasses - nonononono 69. turned someone down - yes, it was hard hdjakwdh 70. sex on first date - nope 71. broken someone’s heart - im not sure? 72. had your heart broken - ... hmmm 73. been arrested - nooo, but ive been handcuffed for my law class 74. cried when someone died - yes 75. fallen for a friend - nope

do you believe in

76. yourself - no, not really, but ive been trying to get back to that 77. miracles - nope 78. love at first sight - nah  79. santa claus - noooo 80. kiss on a first date - not sure 81. angels - have you met bts?

other

82. best friend’s name - kayla 83. eye colour - dark brown 84. fave movie - miss congeniality, lion king, the ultimate: MULAN, cars and cARS 3 (FUCK jackson storm), black pANTHER, dr strange 85. fave actor - SANDRA BULLOCK: thE ULTIMATE, benedict cumberbatch, chadwick boseman, oOF AND LETS NOT FORGET MARTIN FREEMAN

i tag (if you dont wanna be tagged please tell me ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶): @hobicorn @jin-kiss @cuteseokjin @1ovemoni @emjooni (ive been offline for so long, me tagging some of you if probably a shoCK)

[angelmyg]

RULES: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you; at the end choose people to be tagged

I was tagged by @rosegoldksj thank u so much bbygrl 

last

1. drink - pepsi max 2. phone call - my friend marit 3. text message - “a lot” 4. song you listened to - the devil’s tears - angus & julia stone 5. time you cried - almost today but last time was probably sometime last week

ever

6. dated someone twice - nah 7. kissed someone and regretted it - yes 8. been cheated on - yes 9. lost someone special - yes 10. been depressed - yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - yes

fave colours

12. dark green 13. dark royal blue 14. dark red

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yesss 16. fallen out of love - yes 17. laughed until you cried - yes 18. found out someone was talking about you - yep 19. met someone who changed you - yes 20. found out who your friends are - yep 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - nah thank god i never use it so i only have old people as friends there

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - not many ha ha ha 23. do you have any pets - not anymore, but we used to have horses, a couple hundred rabbits, twenty cats so  24. do you want to change your name - it be nice 25. what did you do for your last birthday - i had like twenty shot at the “pre-party” and spent two hours of dying and then returned partying it was actually so much fun 26. what time did you wake up today - like 7:55 my alarm didnt work 27. what were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping 28. what is something you cant wait for - to finish high school and going out to the real world 30. what are you listening to right now - watching the walking dead s2 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yess

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - people making their life complicated when it doesnt have to be

33. most visited website - tumblr and shopping websites

34. hair colour - dark brown but im thinking of coloring it back to blonde 35. long or short hair - my hair used to go down to my butt but i cut it shoulder short 36. do you have a crush on someone - nah 37. what do you like about yourself - my fingers and figure 38. want any piercings? - i would love to but im allergic to anything in my ears so i cant, and i want tongue piercing but my mom would probably kill me 39. blood type - i don’t know i would love to know 40. nicknames - i dont have one ;( 41. relationship status - single as a pringle ready to mingle 42. zodiac - aquarius 43. pronouns - she/her 44. fave tv shows - the walking dead, grey’s anatomy & criminal minds 45. tattoos - i dont have any but i have many planned 46. right or left handed - right 47. ever had surgery - nah 48. piercings - none 49. sport - hell nah 50. vacation - ive been to greece, gran canaria, denmark, netherlands, germany, sweden and finland hahaha 51. trainers - no

more general

52. eating - spring rolls !! 53. drinking - pepsi max 54. i’m about to watch - the walking dead 55. waiting for - the clock to turn to 8 so i can make jelly shots 56. want - everything to be ok 57. get married - after having law-class man i dont know. like if i have 10 million kr and my partner has none + 2 million in loan, he’ll get 7 million while ill get 3 million. i dont think its worth to lose over half of your money when you can easily just be a couple 58. career - im thinking of taking a master in psychology, and then later work as a specialist in kids and teens. and then maybe work in school to prevent bullying or something

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - small attacks of kisses all around your face pls 60. lips or eyes - lips 61. shorter or taller - taller 62. older or younger - older 63. nice arms or stomach - nice arms but really it doesnt matter 64. hookup or relationship - relationships i hate playing games

65. troublemaker or hesitant - troublemaker hehe

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - yes 67. drank hard liquor - ye 68. lost glasses - yess 69. turned someone down - yes 70. sex on first date - nah 71. broken someone’s heart - no 72. had your heart broken - yep 73. been arrested - nah 74. cried when someone died - no 75. fallen for a friend - yes.....

do you believe in

76. yourself - bob bob 77. miracles - maybe? 78. love at first sight - definitly 79. santa claus - no 80. kiss on a first date - yeah why not 81. angels - kekek idk

other

82. best friend’s name - eila 83. eye colour - a mix of green and blue 84. fave movie - i hate movies in general 85. fave actor - steven yeun i think

Random

86. i turn 18 this sunday

87. my favorite animal is polar bears 

88. i have the worlds prettiest iphone case ngl

89. i love the mbti theory and i swear my life on it

90. everybody thought i was a lazy piece of shit but when i got a job i worked 22 days of one month and everybody was shocked and i showed em !!! look at me now bitches !!

91. i love sad songs not because im sad but because they are so beautifully made and they have so much emotions in them

92. i love trains idkw i just luv them with all my heart

i’ll tag my new mutuals; @honeyyjeon @stigmayoongi @callmeillegrl @rosefriend @forestyoongs @bloomingsuga  <3

[packitandgo]

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 some people. I was tagged by @jamthedingus (ILY DI)

LAST:

1. Drink: Pepsi

2. Phone call: mm... I wanna say my pharmacy?

3. Text message: heck if I know!! my phone doesn't have service right now lol

4. Song you listen to: the suffering game ost! specifically storm top dog

5. Time you cried: last week when I listened to ep 66 of taz (I'm still crying about lucretia tbh)

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: not really!

8. Been cheated on: nah

9. Lost someone special: not really

10. Been depressed: HA

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: lmao yes, like... last week it was Embarrassing

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. anything in the aqua teal range

13. Mulberry

14. orange shades

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: heck yeah

16. Fallen out of love:... kind? of?? it's confusing lol

17. Laughed until you cried: like last night!

18. Found out someone was talking about you: well I found out my gfbf rambled about me to her chat group A LOT MORE than i thought (#^^#)ゞ

20. Found out who your friends are: uhhh sure?

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: AM I EVEN FB FRIENDS WITH AMBER. i dont even know

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: technically all of them?? but i actually Remember very few of them

23. Do you have any pets: a very fluffy skittish kitty named Dinah!!

24. Do you want to change your name: nah im good!

25. What did you do for your last birthday: had like 5 friends over for wine n pizza!

26. What time do you wake up: 10 or 11

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: chilling on tumblr while listening to mbmbam

28. Name something you can’t wait for: my day off tomorrow!

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: end of august when she left the country haha

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: KNOWING I WAS INTO GIRLS EARLIER instead of dealing w jealousy n internalised shit

31. What are you listening to right now: how to be a heartbreaker

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: there's a chef named tom where i work!

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when we get TOO MANY EXTRA people at work n have to add a shit ton of new place settings and run out of food

34. Most visited website: tumblr, ao3, ... tbh thats like IT lmao

35. Mole/s: 2 on my face by my mouth, 2 or 3 on my neck, and then LOTS elsewhere too

36. Mark/s: mmm not rly? a few random scars on my legs i guess

37. Childhood dream: lmao i think it was to be a teacher bc school?? was all i knew???

38. Hair color: dark dirty blonde

39. Long or short hair: shoulder length! but i need to cut it soon

40. Do you have a crush on someone: mmm ye n im dating her (IM V LUCKY)

41. What do you like about yourself: uhhhhh idk? eyes i guess?

42. Piercings: just my earlobes

43. Blood type: O

44. Nicknames: jenna, skya

45. Relationship status: happy <3

46. Zodiac: aries! with a sag moon

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: GUH idk? probably galavant or leverage or b99... or pnf or FMAB or or or

50. Right or left hand: left!

51. Surgery: dont think ive had any!!

52. Hair dyed in different color: SOMEDAY when i dont work in customer service i maybe want like./.. blue or purple

53. Sport: haikyuu!! (u meant sports anime, right?)

55. Vacation: greece!!! chilling on a beach n seeing historical sites. OR california/west coast in general to visit friends n road trip OR toronto...

56. Pair of trainers: uhhh i have. some? yes. they're p cool actually they're black n aqua n have POCKETS

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: like... right now? nothing.. i just had matcha gelato tho!

58. Drinking: WATER

59. I’m about to: nap while i wait for my video game to re-download

62. Want: a bigger bed n more snuggles

63. Get married: hides face

64. Career: professional Napper. idk bruh i dont rly want a career i just want enough money to buy all the shit i want n feel secure in life, yanno?

65. Hugs or kisses: OH MAN THATS SO HARD??? but. i think hugs? esp if we're including cuddles.

66. Lips or eyes: both?

67. Shorter or taller: DEPENDS but im gonna go with shorter

68. Older or younger:  older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms!! in that i want strong arms of my own n also they make me flush (soft stomachs ARE nice stomachs)

71. Sensitive or loud: ???

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: t-troublemaker? iguess??

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: nope i only kiss friends +

75. Drank hard liquor:  ya

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: CONSTANTLY

77. Turned someone down: LMAO no, ive never had to

78. Sex on the first date: not for meee

79. Broken someone’s heart: i REALLY doubt it haha

80. Had your heart broken: not really

81. Been arrested: nope

82. Cried when someone died: once or twice

83. Fallen for a friend: OFTEN

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84: Yourself: ... im working on it

85. Miracles: why not

86. Love at first sight: like yes, love no

87. Santa Claus: i love tim allen

88. Kiss on the first date: sure!

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: kelcee

91. Eye color: blue~

92. Favorite movie: MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING

SO MANY QUESTIONS it was fun tho~

i’m tagging... @boudiscanon @abstract-sunshine @acesiren @rlyqueer @zheenterprize and anyone else who wants to do it~~

[band-puppy]

92 statements

@kirarahu tagged me

Last:

1. Drink: Nasty coconut thing

2. Phone Call: Grandma

3. Text: My best friend

4. Song I Listened to: Toxic by static lullaby

5. Time I Cried: Someone asked me to get something of the top shelf for them and called me young man

Have You:

6. Dated Someone twice: Yuperooni

7. Kissed Someone and Regretted It: Never.

8. Been Cheated On: Not yet.

9. Lost Someone Special: yeah, i have.

10. Been Depressed: Yeah

11. Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up: Not to the point where ive thrown up

List 3 Favorite Color:

12. Teal

13. Burgundy

14. Copper

In The Last Year Have You:

15. Made New Friends: Yes.

16. Fallen Out of Love: Not really.

17. Laughed Till I Cried: Yes, multiple times

18. Found Out Someone Was Talking About Me: Mhm.

19. Found Out Who Your Friends Are: Kinda.

20. Kissed Someone on Your Facebook List: Yeah

General:

21. How Many of My Facebook Friends Do I Know in Real Life: All of them

22. Do I Have Any Pets: 11 ferrets, 3 dogs and a cat.

23. Do I Want To Change My Name: Yes.

24. What Did I Do For My Last Birthday: Went crystal shopping with my mum.

25. What Time Do I Wake Up: If i sleep either 7:30 AM or 1PM

26. What Was I Doing at Midnight Last Night: Putting the dogs to bed and locking up

27. Name Something I Can’t Wait For: I move out and get a golden retriever

28. When The Last Time I Saw My Mom: This morning

29. What Is One Thing In My Life I Wish I Could Change: I don’t know if I could pick just one.

30. What Was I Listening To Right Now: Blonde by waterparks!

31. Have I Ever Talked To a Person Named Tom: one of my GodFathers

32. Something That is Getting on My Nerves: Eating noises, i have severe misophonia

33. Most Visited Website: Youtube.

34. Moles: A few.

35. Marks: I have a fucking lot of scars.

36. Childhood Dream: Archaeologist

37. Hair Color: Weird burgundy?

38. Long Hair or Short Hair: Really short.

39. Do I Have a Crush on Anyone: *Shrug*

40. What Do I Like About Myself: My eyes are pretty sick

41. Piercings: Three in one ear two in the other and i want a bunch more

42. Blood Type: No idea?.

43. Nicknames: Shark, Bear, Daddy

44. Relationship Status: Single

45. Zodiac: Taurus sun, Gemini moon, Capricorn rising.

46. Pronouns: He/Him

47. Favorite TV Shows: Dont watch much TV anymore but Scrubs, Supernatural, Sherlock, Older doctor whos (9,10 and some 11)

48: Left or Right Handed: Right

49. Surgery: Never but i plan to.

50. Hair Dyed: All the time 

51. Sport: Who`s she?

52. Vacation: Haven’t gone in one since 2014

53. Pair of Trainers: Neon orange and grey

More General:

54. Eating: Chinese

55. Drinking Tea: I love tea but prefer coffee!.

56. I’m About To: dye my hair

57. Want: I’d like to get rich

58. Get Married: Someday.

59. Career: I’d like to work in film.

60. Hugs or Kisses: Both, it depends.

61. Lips or Eyes: Lips.

62. Shorter or Taller: Average for a guy.

63. Older or younger: No siblings

64. Nice Arms or Nice stomach: Arms

65. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive.

66. Hookup or Relationship: I prefer relationships, but im down to hookup

67. Troublemaker or Hesitant: Troublemaker even when im trying not to be

Have I Ever

68. Kissed a Stranger: Once

69. Drank Hard Liquor: Yeah

70. Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: Yeah

71. Turned Someone Down: Yeah

72. Sex on First Date: Nope.

73. Broken Someone’s Heart: Uhuh.

74. Had Your Heart Broken: Yes

75. Been Arrested: No

76. Cried When Someone Died: In real life? No, I go numb and get angry

77. Fallen For a Friend: Yea

Do I Believe In:

78. Yourself: Sometimes.

79. Miracles: Yes

80. Love at First Sight: I think it’s possible 

81. Santa Claus: I did for ages

82. Kiss on First Date: No

Other:

83. Current Best Friend: Do I need to list their names?

84. Eye Color: Hazel

85. Favorite Movie: Silence of the lambs

I tag (If you want to):

@vampvic @girlwiththetechnicolorheart @sharky-sharks @ezras-studyblr

[kataninjaa]

92 Questions Tag

I was tagged by the lovely @court-ships (thanks friend!!)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST:

1. Drink: plain old water 2. Phone call: Oma 3. Text message: does my network provider count?? 4. Song you listened to: Girl gone wild by Madonna 5. Time you cried: im crying rite now bruv

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nah 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yeshh 8. Been cheated on: nope 9. Lost someone special: i guess i have yeah 10. Been depressed: *finger guns* 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: army green, bordeaux and like really soft yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yup!!! and i love them all 16. Fallen out of love: lol no 17. Laughed until you cried: yeah 18. Found out someone was talking about you: i dont think so? i dont get the implications of this question 19. Met someone who changed you: i dont think so 20. Found out who your friends are: ??? 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them, i mean, i think ive met every single one of them at least once... 23. Do you have any pets: I HAVE A DUMB FAT CAT NAMED KIBS I LOVE HIM 24. Do you want to change your name: not officially, but i do want to be referred to with my nickname instead of my actual name 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: my parents had a fight and me and my sister were shipped off to my grandparents lol happy birthday kiddo 26. What time did you wake up: 10:17 (-ish) 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to get my gotdam spotify to work 28. Name something you can’t wait for: uhhhhh graduation 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: sunday 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i could leave this country 31. What are you listening to right now: the traffic outside my window and also my laptop overheating 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i.. dont think so???   OH WAIT NO MY UNCLES NAME IS TOM  33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when people patronise/underestimate me 34. Most visited Website: this fuckin hellsite

LOST QUESTIONS.

35. Mole/s: loads: on my face, my chest, my arms, legs...

36. Mark/s: I have a birthmark on my cheek that looks like a middle finger  37. Childhood dream: become an astronaut 38. Haircolor: brown 39. Long or short hair: super short 40. Do you have a crush on someone: nope 41. What do you like about yourself: i guess im pretty intelligent 42. Piercings: id like some, but my parents are pretty anti 43. Bloodtype: i dont have the slightest lmao 44. Nickname: Lee (my oma and some of my friends call my emmy, but i hate that nickname) 45. Relationship status: leave me alone i have a knife 46. Zodiac: Scorpio 47. Pronouns: theyre whatever man its up to you 48. Favorite TV Show: not counting cartoons/anime im gonna have to say hannibal i think 49. Tattoos: again, id like one, but im not sure of what tbh 50. Right or left hand: im ambidextrous B) 51. Surgery:  a shit ton 52. Hair dyed in a different color: once i get into uni im gonna colour my do blue ( that rhymes ) 53. Sport: ew (nah i enjoy swimming)

55. Vacation: this summer ive been to indonesia and the us bc my dad had to work and we could come with!!!! it was awesome 56. Pair of trainers: i got a new pair of hiking shoes last month to take to the usa, do those count?

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating:  i like any variety of potato. also fish

58. Drinking: call me a stereotype but tea i guess 59. I’m about to: watch some more lgbt comedies on netflix 61. Waiting for: i dunno, life in general 62. Want: every fascist to magically burst into flames 63. Get married: ehhhhhh im not made for romance 64. Career: id love to be a curator one day

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: im not v comfortable w affection, but i like hugging my GOOD friends. Sometimes 66. Lips or eyes: well, without eyes i cant see, but without lips i cant eat??? 67. Shorter or taller: i dont care 68. Older or younger: ill be annyones friend!!!! though i am uncomfortable with men who are a lot older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: gotta say, i do love a good bicep 71. Sensitive or loud: i dont really get the correlation between the two? 72. Hook up or relationship: (neither) platonic relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: again: ???

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no thanks 75. Drank hard liquor: yeahh 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: ive broken my glasses 77. Turned someone down: yeh... 78. Sex on the first date: nO 79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah i felt terrible 80. Had your heart broken: in a way??? i suppose??? 81. Been arrested: nah 82. Cried when someone died: ye 83. Fallen for a friend: i do not think so

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: neither yes or no, im neutral about myself 85. Miracles: no 86. Love at first sight: i hesitate to form an opinion on matters like these, since i simply do not understand them 87. Santa Claus: are you kidding me 88. Kiss in the first date: i dont date but live and let live you know 89. Angels: no.

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Oliwia 91. Eye color: brown 92. Favorite movie: i dont really have one, a film that i still think about a lot and that i rewatch often is slumdog millionaire

anyway, if any of you do not want to do this, its fine! just dont. and for those who do: have fun dudios

@seasidegodess @fangirls2014 @nursea @8bit-sandwich @wolfa542 @yasbeych @bdurieux16 @dandelion-snow @sassyfeuilly @divinebeetle

And I cant really think of anyone else 

[ikarosapollo]

tagged by @zuukko ah thank you bethan!!

Rules: answer these 85 statements & tag 20 people

the last:

1. drink: soda

2. phone call: my mom

3. text message: my partners mom

4. song: what’s it gonna be - shura

5. time you cried: the night from thursday to friday last week? i think

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: yea

7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope

8. been cheated on: not that i know of 

9. lost someone special: yeah

10. been depressed: i mean,,im pretty sure i am but ive never been diagnosed so

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

favorite colors:

12. blue

13. purple

14. black

15: thats like,,it tbh asdghf

16:

i guess??

in the last year have you:

17. laughed until you cried: oh yeah for sure

18. found out someone was talking about you: yeaa

19. met someone who changed you: yep

20. found out who your friends are: i mean, kinda? idk

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yeah

22. made friends: yep!! this past year ive made some really good friends and i love them all

23. fallen out of love: nope

general:

25. what did you do for your last birthday: uhh i have shit memory, i think i watdhed horror movies with my friends and played until dawn? im pretty sure that was last year..

26. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them

27. do you have any pets: kinda, i mean its technically my partners cat but i love him

28. what time did you wake up: like,,6 am? i stayed in bed for a while tho

29. what were you doing at midnight last night: i think i might have fallen asleep already idk tho

30. name something you can’t wait for: going to london at the end of october for comic con!!! c:

31: what are you listening to right now: ring of keys from fun home

32: have you ever talked to a person named tom: no i dont think so

33: something that’s getting on your nerves: bethan wrote swedish and honestly?? mood??? actually speaking in general cause i always mess words up,, also like,,people,,,in general,,tbh

34. do you want to change your name: my birthname yeah cause i havent changed it yet

35. hair color: brown

36. long or short hair: short

37. piercings: i have an industrial and a few on my ear lobes, but that it,,for now

38. tattoos: i dont have any yet but i’m planning on getting at least one or two

39. blood type: i have no idea

40. nicknames: matt, matty, matti, tory called me atthole once and theresa called me matt thigh ass if those count asghjdf

41. relationship status: taken

42. zodiac: libra

43. pronouns: he/him

44. most visited website: tumblr, youtube is probably a close second

45. right or left handed: right

46. surgeries: a few, cause i was sick and also once i ha to reattach two of my toes when i was little lmao

47. sports: sports? idk her

48. favorite tv show: uh, criminal minds and elementary maybe? rn at least

49. vacations: i used to go to the mountains every spring but my grandparents sold their cabin so that’s not happening anymore, otherwise? ive been like,,no where

50. sneakers: i have like, one pair, and then a million pairs of converse

more general:

52. eating: i just had breakfast 

53. fave drink: orange juice i think

54. what you’re up to: looking over applications for the safeshironet and also im having anxiety about a meeting i have later

55. waiting for: top surgery,,going on t maybe,,also comic con!!

56. want: to be able to actually do something with my life at some point

57. get married: i’m not sure, maybe

58. career: ive always wanted to be an author but idk, id love to work with books tho so, librarian or working in a book store would be nice

which is better:

60. hugs or kisses: both

61. lips or eyes: eyes

62. shorter or taller: shorter

63. older or younger: neither tbh

64. nice arms or stomach: uhh arms? i guess

65. hook up or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: like,,,what i like in a person or me? cause im hesitant af but idk man

have you ever:

67. kissed a stranger: no

68. drank hard liquor: yeaa

69. lost glasses/contacts: nope

70. turned someone down: yeah

71. sex on the first date: nope

72. broken someone’s heart: im pretty sure yea,,,

73. had your heart broken: ye when i was like 12 ajsdghf but also recently but not romantically

74. been arrested: nope

75. cried when someone died: yeah

76. fallen for a friend: yep yep

do you believe in:

77. yourself: moslty? nope

78. miracles: idk tbh, probably not

79. love at first sight: not really

80. santa claus: nope

81. kiss on the first date: i mean, yeah if thats what you wanna do?

82. angels: maybe? idk tbh

other:

83. current best friend’s name(s): elin, linnea, noah, theresa, lois also aleesha probably, idk those are the friends that are the most important to me rn, but i love all my friends :// they’re all the best :((

84. eye color: brown

85. favorite movie: the man from uncle

im tagging: @dianaofthemiscyra @transkeiths @ejharts @marshmallow-galaxy @macnkeith @connerkcnt @timotydrake @sharkiestshark @blackstarfires and @strawberrysombra 

this is really long and you guys dont have to do this if you dont want to <3

[peaceandcows]

Tag Game!

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

i was tagged by @howisalexander and @dadddarioomg. thanks sm sandra and liz ily both <3

i tag: @only-freakin-sunflowers, @bloody-punk-rocky, @blissfullybane, @hail-andfarewell, @omg-daddario, @justalexanderlightwood, @seehowspecialyouare, @s0ftmalec, @kklainesmalec, and @daihun :)

the last:

1. drink: water 2. phone call: my dad 3. text message: @only-freakin-sunflowers ma bestie belle :3 4. song you listened to: sort of by ingrid michaelson 5. time you cried: probably monday night (thank you shadowhunters 2x18)

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: ive never even dated someone once no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: haven’t been kissed once lol nah 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: ya 10. been depressed: idk how to answer this…. 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no and no. ive thrown up for lame reasons

3 favorite colors:

12. light blue 13. yellow 14. royal purple

in the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yesss they know who they are and i love them 16. fallen out of love: no ive never fallen in love tbh 17. laughed until you cried: yes ofc 18. found out someone was talking about you: probably 19. met someone who changed you: ya i think so 20. found out who your friends are: im trying to with some 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: i dont even have facebook so no

general:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: read my last answer n/a 23. do you have any pets: a cat named Logan 24. do you want to change your name: nah i love my name 25. what did you do for your last birthday: watched movies with my friends i guess 26. what time did you wake up: i woke up at 8:30am cuz of work (ew) 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: on tumblr, as always 28. name something you can’t wait for: going to my university in the fall (not for the work but the experience) 31. what are you listening to right now: my best friend @only-freakin-sunflowers talk lol 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i dont think so 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my brother tbh 34. most visited website: tumblr, youtube, instagram, and discord 35. hair colour: light brown with blonde highlights  36. long or short hair: short 39. piercings: one 40. blood type: n/a 41. nicknames: jules mostly  42. relationship status: single af 43. zodiac: virgo 44. pronouns: she/her but idc if u refer to me as they if u don’t know 45. favourite tv show: (obviously) shadowhunters  46. tattoos: none (yet) but im getting one eventually 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: none 49. piercing: my ears lol 50. sport: i like to watch baseball  51. vacation: Italy and New York (i wanna go so bad) 52. pair of trainers: i love all of them

more general:

53. eating: nothing (shocker) 54. drinking: i just drank water 55. i’m about to: watch tv with @only-freakin-sunflowers 56. waiting for: maybe meeting @s0ftmalec on monday :) 57. want: a pet cow plzzzz 58. get married: one day not now 59. career: wanna be a psychologist 

which is better:

60. hugs or kisses: HUGS 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: tall!!!!!! 63. older or younger: older but not by a lot 64. nice arms or nice stomach: both. both is good.  65. hook up or relationship: relationship i guess? idk 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

have you ever:

67. kissed a stranger: nah 68. drank hard liquor: nope 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah ofc 70. turned someone down: no 71. sex on the first date: nopeee 72. broken someone’s heart: im not sure. not that i know of. 73. had your heart broken: nahhh man 74. been arrested: no i follow the rules too much 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: no

do you believe in:

77. yourself: i try to 78. miracles: yesssss 79. love at first sight: with my otps only not irl lmao  80. santa claus: nope 81. kiss on the first date: depends on the person 82. angels: hell ya 

other:

83. current best friend’s name: isabella @only-freakin-sunflowers 84. eye colour: blue 85. favourite movie: logan and wonder woman 

[love-ndletter]

♡ the super sweet @helianthical tagged me (forever ago lol) for this! tysm! ♡

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (im tagging mutuals id like to get to know better, whether we’ve talked before or not!)

tagging: @fxprettygirl, @goldenseoulss, @jajajaebum, @1wnwu, @beijingbabes, @sooyounqster, @fensi, @sungwoonsgf, @wu-yi-man, @whist1e, @lovelyzc, @xuanyisgfriend, @ppj, @kuwuhn, @wjsoobin, @twiceoficial, @milkjoons, @2monstax, @mortisgenesis, and @oos4n! feel free to opt out!

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THE LAST:

1. Drink: water! 2. Phone call: i checked my phone and it was my mom 3. Text message: checked as well, my last message was from @poking-dimples 4. Song you listened to: my moms playing the radio out back and i can hear it from the front of the house so the song currently playing is katy perry’s wide awake?? i think thats the name 5. Time you cried: last night cause i was really upset lol

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: yeah 10. Been depressed: yes 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no njasnfjka i cant stand alcohol to the point even talking to people about it makes me uncomfortable

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: light grey, pastels, white

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes!! ♡ 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: yes 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes 19. Met someone who changed you: yes 20. Found out who your friends are: yes 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no lol

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like 99%. i dont accept people i dont know irl unless theyre close internet friends (aka just @moonske) 23. Do you have any pets: i currently have 5 cats (2 are foster cats) and 1 dog ♡♡ 24. Do you want to change your name: full name, yeah. my nickname, no. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i cant really remember?? i think we went down to the beach and just hung out at my house lmaoo. thats usually what we do for my birthday since the beach is free.  26. What time did you wake up: i woke up at 7am because of an alarm but i didnt have nything to do for the day so i passed out until 10:53 when i just woke up 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: washing my face and applying aloe lotion to my sunburn 28. Name something you can’t wait for: all the music thats going to come out within the next few weeks im so pumped!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: maybe 10 minutes ago? i saw her ordering dinner and then she went to the backyard to finish burning stuff in the fire pit 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i didnt procrastinate so much 31. What are you listening right now: a person playing a game on youtube because the idle sound of others talking helps me focus. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i have 2 uncles name tom and i used to have a good friend from elementary names tom but he always pinched me  33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the fact that i keep putting off my summer rope stuff 34. Most visited Website: probably youtube and then tumblr even though ive been pretty absent lately

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: yeah ive got quite a few and i have a super raised one on my neck but its not an issue 36. Mark/s: yeah! most recently i busted up my knee from the lake so theres lots of scratches and cuts on my left knee and i also have uncountable freckles and just recently got a lot more across my nose and cheeks from sunburn. i also have some scars and birthmarks  37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be- very specifically, my mom can verify- a part-time teacher, part-time pharmacist lmaooo 38. Haircolor: its just brown. 39. Long or short hair: its shorter i guess??? its like-when straight and if you pull it taunt to see the actual length- just past my shoulders 40. Do you have a crush on someone:  nope.  41. What do you like about yourself: i like how im really accepting of people and that when i have negative thoughts about people based on first appearance i feel bad and try to correct myself from thinking so negatively about people before i even know them 42. Piercings: the basic earlobes 43. Bloodtype: O+!! i found out after donating blood at school. the red cross sent me a thank you letter and it had a card with my blood information on it so i can keep it on me! i was really excited ajskfnajk im excited to be 17 so i can sign up for the blood donation red cross app so i can donate more often too! 44. Nickname: sav. my parents still call me vanna sometimes 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: leo 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: twd, untold stories of the er, theres probably more but i cant remember any :( 49. Tattoos: no 50. Right or left hand: right handed?? is that what this means lmao 51. Surgery: i got my tonsils removed when i was really young but thats it 52. Hair dyed in different color: the only (basic) colors my hair hasnt been is orange, white, and grey.  53. Sport: i never was on a team or anything but my mom encouraged me to sign up for baseball when i was younger because i had a really good arm  where is question 54 ajsbfjkasfnjk what the 55. Vacation: ive been to chicago a few times for a family vacation and once i went to a hotel in milwaukee  56. Pair of trainers: do i?? own trainers??? i own one pair of sneakers nd theyre actually defective 

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: dad just brought pizza home  58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: eat and then finish this 61. Waiting for: myself to finish this last batch of questions 62. Want: to finish my autobiography 63. Get married: ehhh maybe one day  64. Career: not sure..... i can only seem to think of cons for jobs id be interested in and never the pros. 

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: i rlly dont like being hugged like 87% of the time but i also dont rlly like being kissed like nywhere so lmaoo 66. Lips or eyes: eyes! ♡♡♡ 67. Shorter or taller: taller....  68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: no preference 71. Sensitive or loud: no preference                                                            72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: no preference

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: no 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah  80. Had your heart broken: not in a romantic way  81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yes, every time 83. Fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not really 85. Miracles: yeah 86. Love at first sight: kind of? its complicated 87. Santa Claus: no ha ha  88. Kiss in the first date: maybe???  89. Angels: yes

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: sammy ♡♡♡ my fkn queen shell never see this 91. Eye color: i have brown eyes  92. Favorite movie: Train to Busan, The Breakfast Club, Stand by Me, Zombieland, Hush, Alien, Schindler’s List, 28 Days/Weeks Later, Shaun of the Dead, DUFF, BGF, Mean Girls, Saving Private Ryan, Get Out, Ju:On, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Hacksaw Ridge, The Ring, others....